Behind my smile is a hurting heart.
Behind my laugh i am falling apart.
Look closely at me and you will see, the person i am…. Isn’t me…..
Each heart has pain… Only the way of expression is different.. Some hide it in their eyes… While others hide it in their smile… There’s always a reason behind a smile..
Heartache is unhealthy.
I start to breath and fake a smile, its all the same after a while.
For the first time a women looked at me with something other than disdain and pity…
But, now i get it i was only shown true happiness so that i could realize how beautiful it is…
All so that it can be taken
away.. Well done!
If love is one of life’s miracles, then Life is Evil…
I’ll muster all the courage i have to to keep myself sane.. Who in this world is actually normal though.
I seem to fit in with everyone else in this dull world when all i want is to be different… To stand out!
That moment when someone actually notices that you’re sad…so you lie,fake a smile, and continue on your way… :’(
So far from where you are
These miles have torn our worlds apart…
I should know who i am by now
I could have lost myself
In warm amber eyes
And i miss you still
What if you
Could wish me away
What if you…
Spoke those words today
Sittin’ here on this lonely dock
Watch the rain play on the ocean top
I need to jump in the cold water
Need to grow older with a women like you
Well, I woke up this morning
With no way to hold my heart
Feeling this lonely
Can’t be the start..
I’m terribly sad with a smile
That i fake…
Nobody knows that I’m am bout to break.
I know i don’t belong
But, I must be strong
And carry on
Because, one day I’ll have it all.
Maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it’s the only person who will ever receive all of you. After that, you learn better. but, most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. That piece holds innocence, the belief that love really can last forever. It holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you’ll never forget, and that night under the stars you can never get back, it holds youth and everything you thought love would be,
everything that was proven wrong.
I run my fingers through my hair, tugging at the strands, hard, trying to pull some coherent thought up through the roots…
“Do I love you? My God, if your love were a grain of sand, mine would be a universe of beaches…”